today is one of those days you juz feel like crying. feel like crying your eyes out. cry till they juz pop out and roll onto the floor. *big sigh* life simply sucks. because life isnt fair. and it never will be.

somehow...apart of me inside just cant wait to get out of this place. to leave everything behind, and juz start anew. i just cant wait. maybe i just don fit here. but yet again, if i cant fit in here, how can i be sure i'll be accepted elsewhere. oh well. i'm too tired to think. too sick of this life. leave me alone and let me cry myself to slp. because it isnt the first time.......

how depressing.....but i guess that's me.