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Saturday, April 21, 2007 and i woke up in the middle of the night with craig david's-i'm sorry playing inside my head. just felt weird. coz i've not been listening to my mp3 for a long time. but it feels good having it played in my head until i fell aslp again. yay. sat's here. time to pack my room. my resolution is to be a neat gurl. (= and i'm going to be one. i just need a new beginning. wished i had booked that 8.45am driving slot for today. another week wasted without driving lesson. *arghz* you turn on the tv / radio and all you hear is about the korean guy who killed 32 people. practically the whole world is talking abou it. so, is this gonna be another incident that we'll forget in time to come? or will it be a learning experience for all of us. it kinda reflects on the society we are living in now. everyone of us is preoccupied with our own things. we need to study becoz globalisation is all about paper chase and we work to chase our dreams. in the meantime, do we have some time to spare and lend someone a listening ear? maybe we will. we'll listen to your problem once, twice, thrice. but if its a repetitive problem, will you continue to listen to him/her? or by then, we would realise all the weakness that person has and shunt him/her away. because they will be labelled as psychos or weirdos that we do not want to be associated with. how would the person feel, being a loner. think about it. take a look around you and put yourself in other people's shoes. until then, you wouldnt know what the other party is going thru. in life, we try new things, we have high expectations. it is ok if all turns out smoothly. but what if it fails? we'll fall flat and only we can pick ourselves up. there's no one person in life we can depend on to pick us up. becoz that person might fail us yet again. we have to be strong ourselves, esp when loneliness creeps right through your door. Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. -james dean- you turn on the tv / radio and all you hear is about the korean guy who killed 32 people. practically the whole world is talking abou it. so, is this gonna be another incident that we'll forget in time to come? or will it be a learning experience for all of us. it kinda reflects on the society we are living in now. everyone of us is preoccupied with our own things. we need to study becoz globalisation is all about paper chase and we work to chase our dreams. in the meantime, do we have some time to spare and lend someone a listening ear? maybe we will. we'll listen to your problem once, twice, thrice. but if its a repetitive problem, will you continue to listen to him/her? or by then, we would realise all the weakness that person has and shunt him/her away. because they will be labelled as psychos or weirdos that we do not want to be associated with. how would the person feel, being a loner. think about it. take a look around you and put yourself in other people's shoes. until then, you wouldnt know what the other party is going thru. in life, we try new things, we have high expectations. it is ok if all turns out smoothly. but what if it fails? we'll fall flat and only we can pick ourselves up. there's no one person in life we can depend on to pick us up. becoz that person might fail us yet again. we have to be strong ourselves, esp when loneliness creeps right through your door. Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. -james dean- Tuesday, April 10, 2007 today is one of those days you juz feel like crying. feel like crying your eyes out. cry till they juz pop out and roll onto the floor. *big sigh* life simply sucks. because life isnt fair. and it never will be. somehow...apart of me inside just cant wait to get out of this place. to leave everything behind, and juz start anew. i just cant wait. maybe i just don fit here. but yet again, if i cant fit in here, how can i be sure i'll be accepted elsewhere. oh well. i'm too tired to think. too sick of this life. leave me alone and let me cry myself to slp. because it isnt the first time....... how depressing.....but i guess that's me. |
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