I raced against time... but I lost.

wootz! its been almost a week since i last came online. feels so weird. haha..n my email is like flooded. oh wells. pple love me. HAHA! =x yar lahz..its all junk. not any nice mails u look forward to.

finally, the weekend is here. time really flies when u GET A JOB! *smiles* its like..there's something meaningful to do apart from rotting. =x but the annoying thing is..u cant help missing those time when u don have to wake up that early and all u do all morning is eat..slp...chat on the phone, and then slp again..and then go online...n chat again, then eat...n it goes on. n the days simply past so fast. working all day. and when nite falls, its time to spend time with ur frends n ur loved ones. n when u get home, u feel so tired. n u wanna use the com, n poof! ur bro is using it. brrrr`

and oh yes...bad news this week. on my second day of work, a cleaner fell to her death from my building. *shocking* its like...WHAT?!! i guess it wasnt reported in the papers. mayb they fear bad publicity for those companies in my building? oooo` n today, the monk came over n did some prayers. *gosh* n the people in my company were like talking...saying, y suicide. sometimes i wonder if u people ever feel suicidal at some point in ur life? i would admit that i've. haha. n i guess, if u are not suicidal or depress, u wont know wad it feels like to b depress. its when u don meet up with those expectations, u feel as though there's no point in living. when u yearn for something u arent. when u cant become that someone u wish u wanna be. and when u feel like ur goal n aim in life is like drifting further n further n becoming more n more unreachable. but i guess, even if u cant achive that goal, u can alwayz set new goals. (= n u to u gotta learn to love u you really are. all those flaws that are within us are there for us to change. life is all about changing onself to b a better person. u cant be perfect. but u can b near perfect. that is...to live each day to the fullest. n achieving the best in life. today may not be a good day, but tml will definitely be a better day. thats y we look forward to tml. hahaaaa`

oooooo...n i watched like 2 movies this wk! (x i'm becoming a movie freak. haha. watched typhoon today n tristen n iosolde the day before yest. typhoon was GOOD!! love those kinda shows. esp koreans. coz the ending is alwayz so fresh n new. n typhoon is kinda gruesome. n i love it to bits. lolz!! its better than watching those horror flicks anywayz. its so sad when pple from the same country bear grudges against one another. n its so touching when the evil guy stabs himself...instead of killing the other guy. when at the end of it, the evil guy isnt all that evil actually. he may have evil plans n stuff, but only a truly evil person will carry it out.

hmmz...lets see..this week...celeb two pple's bday. n hAPPY BIRTHDAY jia ying n kenji. hoho. like u r reading this. nvmz. oooooo..n happy bday miriam! =x n again...like u r reading this. lolz!

had night driving yest! couldnt tell u how tired i was while driving okz. n i havent been driving for like mths...lesson was a total crap. n on top of it, the car was terribly lousy. we drove outside...was quite ok. then..when we went back to school to drive, it got worst! mount the curb, almost bang this car, overtake another car. lolz! n my instructor was like..how come outside drive so well...come in, cannot drive already. n i was like...see so many pple, i kan chiong. n he was like..next time u cannt drive in orchard. lolz! *smackz*

yupz. yupzz!! had a totally great week. (= weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... going genting nx wk. n i've not told my parents. how great. pple...pray for me plz. lolz!

yay!! i shall upload pixx! (x