I raced against time... but I lost.

cant believe i'm gonna say this, but i actually miss my parents. i juz miss them so much. havent heard their voices for a long time. that's because i'm never home early enough to pick up their calls. suddenly i just wondered if i'll get to hear them wishing me happy bday on sat...becoz i'll be out the entire day. i just long for their voice. i miss them so much. )`=

today sux. fyp sux. everything simply sux.

was away for almost a week. i bet my supervisor have a bad impression of me. cant be bothered to change it. kinda hate my group mates. or rather, group mate. singular. arghz! i just donno what to say. piss when i heard someone was 'bitching' behind my back.

went over to the sponsor's restaurant in the evening. things turned out way worst than i expected. things got so heated up. hate those two pple. they simply know how to twist and turn stuff. farkerz. mood dampers. grr!!!
and today, i found out that actually those money from the sponsors goes straight to the sch. and we cant take it out and use it as a club fund thing. i kinda flipped. then y do we even bother scouting for sponsors? y do we even have such fund raising events?
somewhere inside me, i kinda regret doing all those stuff. meeting up with the sponsor, calling them and getting piss with them at times. i feel like i should have given up a long time ago. if i had, things wont be so bad now. oh wellz. i feel bad. i feel horrible. i feel shittified.

-moodless-

i feel like crying. omg. i think i miss my parents too much. ha``