I raced against time... but I lost.

i simply cant stand companies who have managers! okz...tt will be lyk all the companies ard the world. i just hate those inefficient managers who frigging cant communicate! -ARGHZ- told him countless of times tt we cant do this and that. n he said he'll talk to his boss. blah blah. n when called him again, and what do u noe?! the boss juz heard bout the 'NEW NEWS' and he freaked out! n i'm on the other side of the phone, i felt lyk screaming at him to tell him u've got such lousy manager, why bother even having one when u are much more capable than him. but i juz bite my tongue n keep quiet. because i don want tt frigging manager to get scolded. HUH!

non-singaporean as a manager for a local company is definitly a NONO! esp when IT comes from a country hated by the chinese. not gonna mention the country here for fear tt i'll end up being charged with 'country-ism' tml. we've one frm the biz chi. sorry andrea. haha. i've alwayz hated him although i din say so. kinda hate the way he behaves, the way he talks. although he looks presentable, but i simply cant stand him! OH WELLZ! the way pple behave can piss u off. HUMPZ!

itz a free world. democratic world. shouldnt we be allowed to speak freely! charging pple when they merely post some crude remarks on the pple of opposite race. grrr! this morning i thought it was good for them. but now, i've changed my stand. because sometimes we should be allowed to condemn them for what they do. so that they will CHANGE! oh wellz!

yest we had napfa. the four of us took napfa together. hui wen, diyana, jia ling and i. testers...all were chi except for 1 malay lady. we were in the sit-up station, i was helping diyana to hold her leg down. towards the end, this idert chi guy came over and he way like...tt is not counted. your elbow must touch your knees. wth! look at others, their elbow's not touching the knees wad. y complain. is it juz because she was wearing at tudong tt made it so diff? nvmz, later only both of us made it for the 2.4km run. later when i catched up with her, she told me that the guy miscount. n that she had to run 2 more rounds when i'm at my last lap. wth! later she clarify it with the guy...but wth! she wasted sometime on it. n i guess without those time wasted she would have made it. she din complain to me or wadsoeva. but if i were in her shoes, i'll feel lyk dey are so bias towards me. mayb i'm too sensitive. but tts the way it is.

arghz. another sad news for me. somthing to dampen my spirit further. i've juz managed to get a silver for napfa. wth! isnt it 21ptz and above will allow u to get gold. how misleading. or did i read the thing wrongly. WHATEVER! piss piss pissed!

fri...i thot i would wanna go with the wushu pple to chinese garden. to have some fun before mugging for the idiotic examz. but now, itz either going to pray or to hav fun. n i guess, i've decided to pray. (= i need some enlightenment. n itz been a long time since i went to pray. oh wellz. sorry jul` i've to break the promise. :X

anywayz, bk!!! did u see yest's new paper? conelia is in the wadeva newpaper new face gurl! hoho! but she din look all that pretty in the newpaper. must b the lighting effect. looo` 1st was tt faye chin robinson gurl, then now conelia...mayb i'm nx! HAHA! i love dreaming. coz that's where dreams seemz lyk reality. i'll keep dreaming.