I raced against time... but I lost.

yest...i actually thot of blogging. but decided against it. coz wad i'll b blogging will b crap n pathetic loser stuff. wasnt myself yest. really sianz. n i really meant sianz. so many stuff going on in my head. itz draining me. my past n the future tt lies b4 me. arghz! n when i ask myself wad i'm so sian of, i cant think of a reason. mayb there's so many reason tt i'm so darnz confused? n i alwayz end up saying i donno. anywayz....shall put all unhappiness behind n look on the brighter side! (=

today, was a crap day actually. :X but the rain kinda made me feel better. so wet so nice. juz felt lyk going hm to slp. din bring my hp to sch either. diff to contact anyone! grr. when i came hm... dere were 6 msg n 2 miss callz waiting. lolz` anywayz, half the time in sch, i was looking forward to meeting zita. lolz` neoprintz n more neoprintz lyk she said yest. haha. after biz chi, i went to meet her. n her darlingz n her darling's frend were dere. n dere we go! her darling drove us to swissotel. went equinox for dinner! scenery dere was FANTASTIC! hoho. but shit it. i left my hp at hm. )= cant take pix. boohoo` anywayz, food was great! i had ehz...tiger prawnz wif scallopz wif asparagus? yummy! serving seemz real small. but when u eat it...it makez u real bloated. hmmz...toilet was the best! there were cushion chairz dere! manzz` -faintz- everything was juz nice. so perfect. den i rem...lyk 7 yrz ago, i was dere celebrating my dad's bday. tt time, it was still called westin. n the food was better? coz it was buffet...n dey had all those raw seafood n stuff. n u could walk ard the whole place. n now, they kinda block some portion. or rather...dere are many restaurantz at the top floor. including tt new asia bar. lalalaaa....n we took a look at tt bar. ok lohz. nth much. typical bar. after the whole meal, dey send me hm. lalalaaa..(= i feel so inspired n motivated today. i promise to study hard n earn big buckz one day. sothat i can bring my parentz dere. haha. (=